heylows.
Watched Never Let Me Go, is a depressing show. I regret watching at a time like this, when he ain't replying me..... & when i'm heading to bed too...
I'm feeling a part of me is missing. I miss him though. What's happening? A day before we're perfectly fine, why not now? Well, maybe my mind is just playing tricks on me, but i had enough. I miss him like fuck now. I need him :((((((( Where is he when i need him? Why isn't his phone on? Is it really phone battery dead, or just plain ignorance? Sigh. Living life in suspense, somtimes sucks. Anyway, life is soso now. Working at SINS, has made me stressed & seriously busy. I'm so worn out lately. :O I need sleep but when i need it, i can't seem to fall asleep, weird right? Heh. Oh wells. Life's sucha bitch cos it's just it. No explaination needed.
Good news is, i've got into Nursing at NYP. Good thing that I am into Poly now. Thank the dear Lord for making life easier for me. I must have prayed and so was those who prayed so hard for me to make me where i am now.
And yeah, as mentioned, i'm officially maidless. I've been like that since a 2 weeks ago. It's really stressfully because i have no time with packing my stuff when i'm working. SO my hamsters also migrated to my granny's place. Hardly had time for myself. Thankfully my mum and i went to shop for last minute CNY clothes. Like finally! YAY~!
Well, i' practically distracted cos i like this person, but he doesn't like me for my size, it's as depressing. I can't do anything about it, it's just me. If he can't like me for who i am, he doesn't really love me, does he? Well. He said he liked my personality, but that doesn't mean anything right? Aish... I like him still, and will take a long time to forget him especially when we go to the same church, same choir. Mm.

God, please make him reply me :(((
Love the unloved.

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