Melted by roses, swinging with a cat.
Buried with sadness, die with that.
Hi, i am Lisabeth and i like wilted roses that represents my heart.
I am just like this wilted rose, as liveless and its like so meaningless.
Came to Earth without a purpose on the 8th November 1993.
Hello world. I screwed my life by not working hard enough for O levels, and well, i've got the points that i deserved. More than 25. Where can I go? Which school would take me in? I'm lost. Other than ITE, what other options? Everyone seems to be looking down on me.... 1) My granny. She keeps calling me "stupid" 2) My uncle. His daughter has done way better than me.
I don't wanna go into this world, feeling so embarassed of my IQ. I know i'm not brilliant enough, but i've tried my best.. Am i really of that calibre? I don't know. I used to despise ITE (no offence), cos of the company. I'm really afraid to get influenced by the wrong company. If i enter ITE, i'll be in higher nitec, and it is only 2 years, but if i work super hard, i'll leave after the first year. I do hope that i can achieve that. I wanna go onto poly and do Early Childhood which is my ideal course.. I wanna show the world, I CAN DO IT. I'm gonna try pushing on, although it is hard, but i'm willing to give off my best shot.
About love, what is love? I do like someone now. He is although younger than me, i do like his company. He has made me feel right, and he likes me for who I am. I hope he does feel the same way I do. He is awesome and fun. He maybe smarter than me, but it's alright. I will use him as my booster. I've been talking to him on the phone for days and nights, it's been 4 days since we have became much closer. I like his company. Hmmm, i hope that we'll be just more than friends.
After all, my life now is like a roller coaster. I don't know what my emotions are. It may sometimes be really sad, sometimes happy. Mmm. All i need is just silence and prayer.
