Bad fight today with someone.
Someone whom i actually cared and liked for a few months. It is actually quite depressing cos i really regretted the last sms i sent to him.
The fight started out like this;
Yesterday, i saw him unexpectedly when i was otw to school to meet up with some friends for lunch. I was on MC yesterday so i decided to go there. He was there at 7eleven with James and some other guy. He was really cold towards me. He wanted to say Hi but he didn't really said anything. I didn't know why. SO i texted him, asking him why he so fierce. He didn't reply.... I waited till 1am today. Then i sent out a sms, saying how i felt & sorry if i did anything wrong etc. He didn't reply till next morning.. The message he sent was,"I'm Gay." So that sounded really mean. So i just ignored that text till he sent his next msg unexpectedly at 6.30pm approx. He said that things can't be forced and he says he doesn't like me. He told me to stop calling a girl, a bitch & to stop deluding myself. Okay... Then i was pissed. I sent back saying that i didn't know what was he talking about and that i already knew that he didn't like me at all and i was saying things that were hurtful. Such as things about his ego and all. I know what i did was wrong. & I regretted it. I even said Bye. Which meant that i didn't want to contact him anymore. I didn't know why i said those but at that time, i had enough.. :( & Now i'm living in my own world. I don't know what to do. Now, an unknown number text me, claims to be his Godfather from America. & he wants to know what's going on. So what should i do? Tell him? D: Should i trust him? Idk. I'm sad. I want tissue paper, loads of them. My love life is hell yeah screwed. Life is also just as bad. Anyway i'm not going to extract my other tooth till next year maybe.
I cried.

Love.
Lisabeth.

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