heylows.
Watched Never Let Me Go, is a depressing show. I regret watching at a time like this, when he ain't replying me..... & when i'm heading to bed too...
I'm feeling a part of me is missing. I miss him though. What's happening? A day before we're perfectly fine, why not now? Well, maybe my mind is just playing tricks on me, but i had enough. I miss him like fuck now. I need him :((((((( Where is he when i need him? Why isn't his phone on? Is it really phone battery dead, or just plain ignorance? Sigh. Living life in suspense, somtimes sucks. Anyway, life is soso now. Working at SINS, has made me stressed & seriously busy. I'm so worn out lately. :O I need sleep but when i need it, i can't seem to fall asleep, weird right? Heh. Oh wells. Life's sucha bitch cos it's just it. No explaination needed.
Good news is, i've got into Nursing at NYP. Good thing that I am into Poly now. Thank the dear Lord for making life easier for me. I must have prayed and so was those who prayed so hard for me to make me where i am now.
And yeah, as mentioned, i'm officially maidless. I've been like that since a 2 weeks ago. It's really stressfully because i have no time with packing my stuff when i'm working. SO my hamsters also migrated to my granny's place. Hardly had time for myself. Thankfully my mum and i went to shop for last minute CNY clothes. Like finally! YAY~!
Well, i' practically distracted cos i like this person, but he doesn't like me for my size, it's as depressing. I can't do anything about it, it's just me. If he can't like me for who i am, he doesn't really love me, does he? Well. He said he liked my personality, but that doesn't mean anything right? Aish... I like him still, and will take a long time to forget him especially when we go to the same church, same choir. Mm.

God, please make him reply me :(((
Love the unloved.

Hello world.
I screwed my life by not working hard enough for O levels, and well, i've got the points that i deserved. More than 25. Where can I go? Which school would take me in? I'm lost. Other than ITE, what other options?
Everyone seems to be looking down on me....
1) My granny. She keeps calling me "stupid"
2) My uncle. His daughter has done way better than me.

I don't wanna go into this world, feeling so embarassed of my IQ. I know i'm not brilliant enough, but i've tried my best.. Am i really of that calibre? I don't know. I used to despise ITE (no offence), cos of the company. I'm really afraid to get influenced by the wrong company. If i enter ITE, i'll be in higher nitec, and it is only 2 years, but if i work super hard, i'll leave after the first year. I do hope that i can achieve that. I wanna go onto poly and do Early Childhood which is my ideal course.. I wanna show the world, I CAN DO IT. I'm gonna try pushing on, although it is hard, but i'm willing to give off my best shot.

About love, what is love? I do like someone now. He is although younger than me, i do like his company. He has made me feel right, and he likes me for who I am. I hope he does feel the same way I do. He is awesome and fun. He maybe smarter than me, but it's alright. I will use him as my booster. I've been talking to him on the phone for days and nights, it's been 4 days since we have became much closer. I like his company. Hmmm, i hope that we'll be just more than friends.

After all, my life now is like a roller coaster. I don't know what my emotions are. It may sometimes be really sad, sometimes happy. Mmm. All i need is just silence and prayer.


Peace, love, & joy.

Jessica Alba :DD

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Never worked, i'm a lazy person and i'm proud of that (:

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Excited on getting back my O level results!!!

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Studies, my old laptop and my lousy phone (:

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i didn't break any bones before. THANKFULLY (:

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