JOKWON. ♥ Annaeyong hasaeyo. Saranghaeyo 2am! ♥
Went for 2am's showcase today. They are so awesomely hot. They sang 3 songs today, hee. I love them! (: They said they like the hokkien mee here and wants to try the chilli crab here tmr. hahaha. Their voices are naturally beautiful! Especially Jokwon's!!! Have their videos, will share it with you all soooon :D
Anyway, good things comes with bad things. I came back at 10plus & my parents are fuming mad. Mad until i'm grounded. & i've used so much of cash in one day that my atm card is confiscated. FML. So much for enjoying myself. I regretted a lot. Aish, life's such a "bliss" mann.
Anyway i'm not talking to Nicholas nowadays. Idk what i did or where our friendship is now, but it's like becoming a distant. :((( Well oh well, such life.
Crapp, i'm so tired. Idk what to write already, okay then, i just enjoyed myself, damn crowded. Although i was pissed at the people who didn't let me pass through the back to visit the washroom. But that's normal. The people in Singapore so KIASU, push us right infront until cannot breathe siol! Lucky i had one barrier to stand on. Cos i'm too short :((( Hahaha, but still, i saw Jokwon, changmin too, so cute (: HEEE. And yeah, after the whole thing i made new friends. There were also fights made by the guy who claims he is from the media, blocking the people behind him cos he was standing on a platform?! So inconsiderate! Well, hope this goes on storm. The tall girl too, she already so tall, still stand on the barrier, so wtf right? AHYOO. Never consider for other people. SELFISH! Hate these kinda people. I swear. And now i'm damn tired, cos i balanced on the barrier for the whole showcase. My legs are sooo pain. Throat pain, head pain, everywhere pain. :(( Fatigue! Dehydration! Haha, well normal for such crazy fan.
OH, Vic said something that really made me sad today. She said i confuse people when they are talking to me, or asking me a question cos when i answer back, there's no link. :( What does this mean? I can't express my feelings properly? :(( Aish. Depressed. I've realised that i can't understand myself either. I'm so wierd. I really seriously hate myself for being like this. I can never express my feelings. At all. This sucks. Miss Goh said i'm long-winded too. FML. Everybody just dislikes me for being me. So i guess i shall not be myself. I hope it'll be better.
Wear a mask or act 24/7 would be better i hope.

Okay, i gtg now.

Well, not really happy. just a 50% maybe?

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