Melted by roses, swinging with a cat.
Buried with sadness, die with that.
Hi, i am Lisabeth and i like wilted roses that represents my heart.
I am just like this wilted rose, as liveless and its like so meaningless. Came to Earth without a purpose on the 8th November 1993.

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Friday, October 16, 2009 7:24 PM
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Life isn't a bed of roses. There are thorns that hurt you badly along the way.
At about 5.30, my heart fell to the ground. I don't know what to say. No matter how much i love him, there's no way i can ever get his heart. He told my friend he doesn't like me. We held hands in the movie, but guess it was all just for fun. I'm so confused. I'm not hurt, but i just don't understand. My friend said, maybe he wasn't the right one for me after all? And that i'll have to forget him? But i don't want him to leave! I can't bear another friend leaving me for good again. I hate the feeling of regrets. To me, he is so different, the feelings for him are so different. It feels like i want to always want to be with him. But now, why? i don't know if he'll ever accept me. I want to know why he is so mixed up? Is it because i'm fat and ugly? Or is it, i'm just some random desperate girl who needs someone so badly? I don't know. It feels really nasty. I've been really dreaming about the day we will get together, guess it had all turned to a nightmare. I really do love him a lot. But i'm getting back only as a friend, how stupid was i? Why didn't i take precaution to whether i'll get hurt later on or not? I just don't understand myself anymore. I just want to let him know, no matter whatever he choose, i'll support him, i'll just be there watching him and happy to know that you are happy with what you chose. Cos if you love the person, you wish him his happiness and not take away his happiness and lives in misery just to be with me. Love is not selfish. After all, love has always has its ups and downs. Perhaps my love life isn't all that great too. I really miss the feeling of having someone to hug, to love, to spend my time with.. Will that someone really come one day? For now, i just want to love him and wish that we will be together. That'll be my brithday wish for now. And now, i have no appetite to eat, haven't eaten lunch or dinner. Whyyyyyyyyyy. Hmmmm.

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