Melted by roses, swinging with a cat.
Buried with sadness, die with that.
Hi, i am Lisabeth and i like wilted roses that represents my heart.
I am just like this wilted rose, as liveless and its like so meaningless. Came to Earth without a purpose on the 8th November 1993.

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Friday, September 4, 2009 3:54 PM
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Dear one,
That day, rachel lee called, to tell me those words i wish i didn't have to hear. Thanks for still caring for me. I know you've moved on, but what about me? Thinking of you, made me feel happy but realising that now i'm not with you anymore, thinking of you makes me sad. I feel so tormented by the memories left behind, like a stain that is hard to erase. Why is this so? I told myself to be strong, be brave to face the torturous period in my life. I've got N levels coming, and my heart is still pricked by your harsh words you last said. I'm lost in this dilemma. My mind tells me to move on, but my heart still keeps reminding me of those happy times we were together. My priorities are getting all mixed up. As thou, it played as another burden in my life, and that is, forgetting you. I know it'll take time, but how long will it take? It'll take years. It's easy to remember those memories, but it's hard to erase them away. Sometimes i blame myself for loving you too much, and for not letting you go till now. I've been having sleepless night, thinking that i'll never see you again. The smile, the love, the warmth, all disappeared so sudden. We're not even communicating at all, not even as friends, and i guess that's the hardest obstacle i have to overcome, now. I know it hurts, but i know i have to face reality. Now, i know i'll have to leave all the pain behind and do my N levels. The cross feels so heavy. I wish i would have a concussion to forget you forever, please help me, God. 10 months of love and now there is no more, i feel as thou the whole world's crashing. Everyday, i am at home, seeing where you were in my house, those memories, can never be replaced.. Thanks for the wonderful deeds you have given me in life, God. Now, i guess i don't deserve such wonderful gifts in life. All i know is, whatever i take, must be put back. Now i need to give back his life to devote on something else and not me anymore. I wish you all the best for O levels, it's 6 days since we broke up, but it seems so recent. Thanks for everything. i know you don't love me anymore. SO whatever i do now, is useless, i'm a hopeless child afterall..

a hopeless child,
Lisabeth


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