Melted by roses, swinging with a cat.
Buried with sadness, die with that.
Hi, i am Lisabeth and i like wilted roses that represents my heart.
I am just like this wilted rose, as liveless and its like so meaningless. Came to Earth without a purpose on the 8th November 1993.
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Buried with sadness, die with that.
Hi, i am Lisabeth and i like wilted roses that represents my heart.
I am just like this wilted rose, as liveless and its like so meaningless. Came to Earth without a purpose on the 8th November 1993.
eir best to do well especially N levels. It is rather a crucial moment. Knowing that i did quite badly for prelims. I'm so afraid of repeating or leaving school after this year. I've been having so many work lately, really tiring. But i'm not going to give up so yes. This is the time that i have to work hard and enjoy later. :] Not easy but no choice right? I try not to go out so often nowadays, been doing revision papers when i'm home. Just finished my F&N presentation last night, finally! My eyes are really painful now. Moreover, tonight there is CHINESE tuition. OMGGG. It's really horrendous having such life. Well, supposed to have english tuition, but i didn't cos my tutor didn't come. Thanks GOD. If not, i'll be dead by tonight. I can't believe there's only a week left before N level starts. I'm getting afraid. I really don't know if i'm confident enough to sit for such important exam in my life. It really will affect my future. As i want to either be a psychiatrist, designer, dance or music teacher. It is really going to hard, not knowing what exactly are my ambitions. I seem so frickled until now. If i really had no choice, ITE would be the last resort. From then, i'll regret, which i don't like it a lot. I think i don't suit the criteria in personality wise, neither is my english that bad or i can't count. It is like, i have the potential, is just that i'm just sooo afraid that when i sit for the paper, i'll screw up. As though i forgot all that i've learnt especially for such crucial exams which my parents and everyone around me are pressuring me about. I finally can understand how much they want me to achieve, as they have done so much for me. They banned me from the internet these past few months, sending me for tuitions everyday at least one, making me study in front of my parents and banned to galavant out with friends on weekends. I finally understood. I'm having a rather positive attitude now, as my focus is just studying, all those friendship and relationship problems can all be left aside for now. As i am not good at multi-tasking, my mind will tend to get distracted very easily. Moreover, i'm very sensitive and i'll get emotional very easily. Therefore, i'm just studying and when i'm resting, i'll play the piano or listen to music. If not, i'll come to granny's house play badminton as i LOVE to play BADMINTON!! yepp(: Other than that, lunch with friends and come home straight hehe. What more is there to life now? Nothing, just STUDY and counting down : 10 more days to N levels, 43 more days till N level over. And the today's date is 27th August 2009!