Things happens unexpectedly yet coincidentally. I didn't expect it to happen yet it was my low pressure that occured again. I think life isn't very fair to me, i am trying my best to change my mindset, but some things are pulling me back. I don't understand. I want to apologise to all my classmates, on how i acted in class today. I was mentally unwell, I'm sorry for all the commotions i've made. These past days were not the best days i had. Yesterday there was misunderstandings that dragged on till today where none of my classmates were there for me, none of them talked to me, cos i reacted too big. I am sorry. Just before today, i was whacked by mum, cried cos of friends misunderstandings. They mean alot to me, without them, i feel empty. I need them to recover my mental wealth, i am not strong to hold the battle alone. I seek for their forgiveness, i feel that the word "sorry" is too common. I feel as thou when i said that word, they feel nothing. I don't know what to do. I need them.. I just.. can't live without them. I hope they'll talk to me soon. I've already learnt my lesson, my mistake that i've made yesterday, i need them to forgive and forget. I don't wanna waste years of friendship with my friends. We took so much hard work to be best of friends, and we shouldn't let such obstacles interfere in our friendship. Lisabeth do treasure friendships alot, is just that i don't say it, i don't think in depth of it cos i know i can't be a devoted friend with my strict parents who doesn't seem to have friends too. Forgive them and me too. I love you all.

Lis..

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